Anticipation, then dread.
I wish I had a script
A character to get into
A plan of action
Makeup and wardrobe
Then I remembered..
I do have a script.
It's been there all along..
In fact I have about 11 of the same scripts:
Putting my head and heart in the word these next couple weeks. Hiding it in my heart and wielding it as a weapon when the storm comes.